There's not enough time in the day....

I'm totally feeling overwhelmed by school, work, and not to mention..planning my wedding. The more I look at my workload for school and trying to find time to go out and find stuff to do in the community..PLUS trying to work 3 nights a week...makes me wanna cry. I have so much stuff to do and so little time to do it ..it seems. My schedule is full this week and it seems like it is the rest of the month too. This week I work Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday nights and have to go to the Pediatric Clinic on Monday at 3 to learn the computer system and then again on Wednesday at 2 to give flu shots and then on to church that night at 7. Thursday I have a doctor's appointment at 1030, school from 1-5 and then a meeting at work at 6...then work that night. Friday is sleeping then hair appointment at 3 and Hancock's vet appointment at 4 (which Jason is taking him to) then onto Lynchburg, TN that night to visit Jason's family for the annual Witches Brew on Saturday night...then Sunday night I have to work....so it starts all over again.

This wedding planning isn't getting anywhere either. I do have a dress, photographer, and a church but that's about it. We have no idea what kind of food we want for the reception...we do know we want appetizers, but that's about it. We have no idea what to do for decorations even though we are have a ton of ideas for our asian-inspired reception ...we can't just seem to settle on anything. Right now, we are sitting here trying to figure out what we want on our invitations. We have been looking at pics of cherry blossoms and throwing some ideas together...but haven't come up with anything so far... well I take that back, he has...but I don't think I like it all that well. This is kinda frustrating. I have a little over 4 months to get stuff together.... and it seems like it's not coming together at all.

On a lighter note, I just spent the past 4 days with my mom and my aunts/cousin/ and family friends...in Pigeon Forge. We had a wonderful time hanging out and I really enjoy spending time with them. Jason came down on Friday to pick me up so we could visit his friend Fletch, his wife Charity and their daughter Xoanna. They are extremely nice and Xoanna is a trip. She is 2 and is the CUTEST little girl I've ever seen. She reminds me of Shirley Temple with her naturally curly hair and her expressions. If I knew I'd have a daughter just like her... I'd have a kid after we got married...but that's the only way I'd have one...if it would be just as cute and funny as her! Anyways...I thoroughly enjoyed my much needed mini-vacation.